Brick Wall Syndrome

The past several weeks have been really tough. I started my masters of divinity online, while trying to balance hours at the bookstore and the YMCA, while trying to devote time to my relationships. School is not what I imagined and I have claimed to hate it. I do not though, I love that I have this amazing opportunity.

My problem is that I have taken all that I have on my plate and have built a wall that I cannot see over on my own. I see a insurmountable, cinder-block wall that blocks my vision of the great things that God has specifically me. I just feel that I cannot see. I know that I can, but I choose not too.

The reason that I have facing a brick wall syndrome is because I want to look out with out looking out. If I simply look up, I would realize that their is a God that is going to pick me up so I can see. Tonight I asked to be picked up and I pray that I never want to be put down.

If the wall gets higher, I know that I God will help me see over it more. I may have a lot ahead of me, but I will no let it block God-given visions.

I hope that you too can trust God to pick you up to see over the struggles that form a wall in front of you.